It's the end of the world! Celebrate!

Is is the end of the world? Have I lost my identity? Is it the end of all things as we know it? Here's hoping so! I got my karate green belt today! Yatta!

It was fun, though I had to do my kata in 6 different directions. And, of course, it's a freaking long kata. My hair was soaked in sweat. Then, I had to do self-defense, which I am pretty weak in. I need to think more karate, less aiki. And, I need to kick first to establish distance instead of punching first, then kicking when I'm in too close. Bah.

I like my green belt :) Karate Koala likes his too. *Happy Josie Dance*

A happy little swordperson :)

I got ikkyu today. I'm very happy. The day didn't start out so well. I came into class with about 3 hours of sleep. Big T was running the vaccum cleaner, raising the temperature about 10 degrees in an already tiny space with no windows. We spent the whole class beating each other senseless. Head sensei showed us a nifty move where the uke punches, and the torii spins under the punch and backs up with an elbow into the uke's floating ribs.Ouch. Head sensei did it to Big T and sidelined him for about 5 minutes. So after that class, the little tikes came rolling in and raised the temperature some more. I was sweating like crazy. I finally got some badly needed instruction with my green belt requirements. *sigh* Lots of work on that is needed, that's for sure. So then that class was done, and we had sword kids come in.We had more people show up today than the past 3 months. I was sweating like mad. Head sensei called me over at the beginning of class and told me to get my book (and the grinning begins :) ). So I showed my ikkyu stuff, and though I really didn't do as well as I would have liked, I still did okay. I got taught a new kata which I really like. Head sensei said it was his favorite kata. :)So anyways I got ikkyu. I I attribute my flying up the ranks to all the (practically) individual attention I've been getting. It's helped to piggy-back with senseis when they got bored and need someone to "play" with. I now have four certificates of rank for iai, some I bought a poster frame and framed them. They look nice. *Happy Josie Dance*

kiai on the last motion, please

My work has hit a new low. I found my sister is now going to join me at work, so now my martial arts is my only thing that isn't trampled upon by my family. It's a bad thing, I have found, to let it define me, because every bad training day seems to sink me for days. I haven't been working iai ans much as I should. I've been really going through the motions. Lastsaturday I went to an iai clinic at a sister dojo. I never felt so stupid. I felt like I was getting outclassed by these beginner tikes. I cut too- not well, either. the 9 year old cut better. Yay, another prodigy- black belt by ten, quit by 12. Anyways, I've been trying to keep it in perspective. My sensei told me that the teacher at the sister dojo really teaches much differently than I'm used to. If I can, I'll see if I can get a video clip of my cutting my sensei took- though, he didn't get the good cuts. On monday, it was just me and Nerdverd. I guess this contributes to my slacking too- the fact that nobody comes to class regularly. Even if I could be ranked at this point, there is nobody to work with at my current rank now, so what's the point. We did #3 kumitachi almost all class, and probably by next class Nerdverd will forget it. I wish I wasn't the only one who took training seriously. Karate seems to prove even more of a challenge keeping focus. I want to ring the necks of those little ewok children everyday. Why does it take 10 mintues to get a drink? 15 minutes to change? I guess I've gotten old, or maybe it's the fact I don't feel special anymore.

So much uke, so little time

A lot has happened since my last post. I went to the tournament. I didn't do self-defense because I ran out of time finding ukes, so I just did sparring and kata. I did my kata 2nd in the group, got 7.2's across the board. I ended up finishing 4th out of ten, and got a nice shiny yellow ribbon. Going so early and doing it a little fast were the only things I would change. The kid who won did it with the kata I am just learning now for green belt. And the 2nd and 3rd placers were Alfred kids who did heian ni-dan. Now, heian ni-dan is kinda my arch nemesis of katas. Because I learned it first at Alfred, I had to learn it a different way when I started karate at my current school. I like the way I do that kata now, as supposed to the Alfred way. The main difference is at the beginning steps and end blocks. The beginning of the alfred kata has a crossover step between the hammerfist block and reverse punch- it's just weird. I have trouble doing the kata because I tend to mash the two versions together, otherwise I might have done that kata instead. But I chose heian go-dan because I was more confident in that. Next year, I'll probably jump into the green to purple division and get slaughtered by guys doing brown belt level kata, so I plan to take my kata I'm learning now or another higher ranked one (ro hai dai, maybe) and plug away at it so I am at the very least competitive. Anyways, I did sparring and being that there were ten of us I thought they'd mash us all in together but they separated us by gender. So there were three of us. First match was a good one. I fought an orange from Alfred, and being they concentrate way more on sparring, I knew she'd be good. I barely lost. I might have won another time, so I'm not too concerned with that. It was a long match, and I had to fight right after that (great exercise for an asthmatic). So being winded, I got my ass kicked by a white belt and that was the end of that. I don't know much I could have done differently. I managed to score one really good point on the orange belt with a roundhouse kick (kicks aren't my forte) so I'm proud of that, but I wish I could have done better. Again, I plan on getting my ass kicked next year by soon-to-be brown belts. I find that the older I get, the less competitors there are to deal with. I guess it's hard to stay in karate as you get older. So, that was the tournament. Today, I had my aiki test, and yay I passed! *happy Josie dance* It's a very nice blue. It's not the bright smurf blue belt my friend and a karate sensei have, it's a blue-grey. I'm pretty happy with it, I feel like I earned it. I did a lot of improv on my test, which was fun. I'm glad I'm not as clueless as I used to be. Now, if I could just learn that karate kata...

forgotten sakura

I'm increasingly feeling like I'm just on the bottom of the training totem pole. I don't know if it's me becoming more aware of what I don't know, or frustration from not being able to use what I know. I'm sure that makes no sense at all. I'm really tired and I've lost direction completely. I'm not sure if I am going to the tournament now. My kata still has a lot of problems, and my sparring is just as bad as ever. Head sensei let me borrow some sparring equipment so I can start sparring with everyone. I have since sparred twice. It's been a year since I sparred regularly- it's just not my school's thing. I got my ass kicked by a purple belt, and barely won a match with a thirteen year old brown belt. I just don't have any confidence in my kicks to use them, and it makes me a sitting duck. I don't wanna get my ass kicked by some professional tae-kwon-do sparring opponent. Bah. Other than that, not much going on. There's too many brown belts. Two of them have been a brown belt for like two years because they don't feel like coming everyday. What sucks is that they'll all have to be prepared for black belt at the same time. And there are a million orange belts now. Can't wait until one or all of those little brats pass me. In other news, the sakura trees in front of my dad's workplace have bloomed. Gotta love New York, where cherry blossom season's three weeks late.

A boring recap post...I wonder where I put that cookie...

Not much news in the way of martial arts. I've learned #4 kumitachi both sides and #5 one side. There's talk I might get ikkyu soon (I sometime wish I would stop eavesdropping on my senseis). I'd rather get my green belt in karate but that's just been one frustrating practice session after another. It looks like I might not be going to the tournament after all, as my brother's flying in from Austin that week.

So, anyway, I've decided on writing a little update and commentary post to clarify some things for my new friends at B.S. (hehe, funny initials) and peeps from school.
Here goes:

Aiki Still a white belt. Well, it's actually more grey now- lots of feet marks and frays. I got my rank sheets for Aiki finally a couple weeks ago and the blue belt rank is nothing special. In fact, I knew most of that stuff from karate or iai. I know a great deal on the green belt (next rank up) sheet. I think now, looking at the pace of the class, it will be a while still before I get ranked. I think head sensei plans to rank the kid ahead of me or one of the senseis first. But, hell, I could be surprised. I realized there's a couple personalities I haven't mentioned. The first is a father/son duo which I refer to as Big T and Little T. Big T is a fun guy, though he's built like a tree, and Little T is so unenthuised it's funny. They decided to join the class full-time a while back- casualities of head sensei's "New uke drive". The other guy is refered to all the time as "Cage Fighter". This guy is freaking huge- has to be 300lbs of solid muscle. He loves UFC and wants to eventually try out for it. We tease him a great deal about it but none of us would be dumb enough to find out if he's good.

Nerdverd Nerdverd has become legendary within my sick circle of friends. I continue to give him the benefit of the doubt and he in turn gives me more reason to doubt his sanity. He's the subject of my very first entry, and yes, I have even more nerdverd-isms to add to the list. Keep in mind, this are actual quotes this kid has said.

Nerverdisms:

(Upon achieving first rank)"Alright! Now I'm one step closer to achieving my dream of being san-dan and opening my own kendo dojo!" (note: kendo is not taught at our school)

"I don't care how much it costs to go to Japan, I'll sell my kidney."

N:"I practice all the time and I still don't get any better."
Me: "Are you practicing what we do in class?"
N: "Kinda..."

"Hey sempai, got any dating advice?"

"Hey sempai, if you see Bob (Bob is this nickname he's given to another kid
in our class that doesn't like him and avoids him like the plague), could you kick him in the nuts for me?"

I'm sure there's more, but there's so many, I forgot them.

The Lifetime Orange Belt Plan This was a joke started by a friend and I when I first started karate. I wasn't going to class all the time then; I went to karate just on saturdays because it was between aiki and iai classes. Anyways, he was an orange belt at the time, and I was simultaneously training in another style of karate at college (something I'd not recommend to ANYONE!). He joked he couldn't advance in rank because of his job and I joked I was just hopeless. The update on him is a good one- he is now a purple belt looking to get his first stripe, and he has a blue belt in aiki as well. I guess he was on a different plan! Who knows when I'll get green belt. I have yet to learn a kata needed for rank, the only requirement I don't know, and God knows when head sensei will have time to teach it. He's been busy with the little senseis, and now that they are black belts, he's concentrating on the group of tikes making brown belt. My orange belt is suffering some serious stress. It looks like my dog chewed it (probably did) and everwhere I go I leave a trail of orange thread behind me. Poor orange belt. Retirement is deperately sought after, I assure you.

The Age Gap I've been asked to explain the population of people I take classes with. In short, several kajillion little kids, a couple of high schoolers, and some older guys. You can count the girls/women in my class on one hand still- renshi (or benevolent matriarch/woman you don't piss off), white belt girl, orange belt girl (who is the living proof that sugar and too much TV rots a kid's brain), purple belt girl, and me. The closest personin age that I can relate to is my friend in karate/aiki classes who's two years older than me. The next person is 5 years younger, a senior in high school, who I call Valleyboy. He seems to have way too much pep for a sword student. Plus, he likes to club me with a goshinken a little too much. The other teens are really young- 8th grade/freshman/sophomore territory- can't relate to them AT ALL! It's so amazing kids have parents that can pay for all their stuff. At their age, my parents would have said, "Get a job." It's hard sometimes to try and put yourself in their shoes- see why it's more important that they get ranked. I try to give people the benefit of the doubt when I can. Doesn't make it easy though. We used to have two senseis, one in karate and one in iai that I liked. They were two years younger, but they both quit. I still see them around sometimes but I feel kinda weird saying hi because I didn't get to know them very well. Our school is very small, and when someone in the higher ranks quits, it's weird. In the lower ranks, it happens all the time. Students in karate are like a revolving door. At one point this year, we had 20 white belts. That's insane, considering our training space. In aiki, new people are usually drafted from karate. Chances are, if you're in karate here and you're over 5'4", head sensei has tried to recruit you. That's how Cage Fighter and Big and Little T got into it. I remember the day I asked head sensei if I could try aiki- his eyes got as big as dinner plates. I should have known then what was in store.

The Kitties from "Kitty Budo" post Yes, Sherry, they've all been adopted. No, there is no "Dojo Cat", though head sensei does have a beagle named Satchel, who I am told, like my beagle, is a sumo wrestler.

I think that's it for now. I wonder what I'll think of this stuff when I am older (and possibly a black belt).

Something smells rank here...

I'm starting to enter the "middle phase" of my kyu training. It's an interesting time, and I won't have a lack of things to study, that's for sure. I've just finished learning heian godan, a kata I really like. I hated ni dan and I'm glad I have something to balance it out with when I practice. I'm going to karate full time now, and I bought a nice new black gi (no more white aiki gi on monday when there's no aiki going on!). Haven't really learned anything new in sword other that my blocking basics have taken a slide. I'm starting to think about what katas I want to do for the tournament in late April. It'd be nice to do some aiki in the self-defense division. It might be funny to see a little me kick the butts of ukes twice her size. I dunno about competitiveness, but hell, it'd be fun. Last year the kid who won did some crazy crap that'd I never in a million years do on the street (tomoe-nage was one move). My goals this year are:

compete in kata, SD, and kumite divisions

not finish last

not break something

Lofty ambitions, huh? Well last night, a friend of mine made purple belt. He's about my age, and he shared my frustrations with not being able to keep up with everyone else as far as rank goes, so he's someone I've grown to respect. I'm really glad for him. I'm still on the lifetime orange belt plan, and the belt is starting to fall apart. Stupidest reason ever for wanting a green belt? My poor build-a-bear named Karate koala. This is an old pic of him, he wears an orange belt now (came with all the colored belts). One of my friends saw him and says, "He's only an orange belt? My dog can take him." Poor K.K. Tough as nails, soft like his basic skills.

How important is it to you?

I had a recnt run-in with kids in my iai class. They were talking in class- actually, while waiting in line. One of them, Nerdverd, complained that he practiced all the time but seemingly wasn't getting any better. I almost snorted- I had this vision of Nerdverd with his katana while copying moves from "kill bill". I wanted to say, "maybe you're not practicing correctly", but hell, who knows? Then they started talking about ranks. Another kid complained that because he played hockey, he couldn't get higher-ranked. He's been there longer than I have, and could be my rank or higher if he didn't skip classes from october to march every year. It's kind of a "Well, you can't do both and expect to be good in both" type thing. So the conversation switched to me and how I was ranked higher than all of them, and then they started kind of bickering about how it was because I went to class all the time, unlike them. Then, head sensei gave him a dirty look for talking so much, and I told them, "Hey, maybe it has something to do with not paying attention." They shut up.

So tired...bork.

I've been recovering from starting a new job these past couple weeks, and nothing much has gone on. I've been working on my new sword kata and painting my sword case. It should (in theory) look pretty nice. I'm really tired though and my asthma is starting to creep back into my class routine. Last aiki class I thought I was going to have an attack. I'd like to go to the doctor but right now I have neither the time nor the money. I hope something happens soon so I can concentrate on something else- a new kata or something. My dog is driving me crazy. He loves to wake me up at night now that I have a day job. Bork! I have class tomorrow, and if I hear that again, I'm gonna take him to class to be an uke. That is an appropriate job for a dog named Bucket, after all.

That rubber-necker who watches class through the window

I had a rewarding and perhap roughest week of martial arts so far. I got promoted to ni-kyu in my iai class. It was unexpected for me, though I thought I was probably close. I'm happy, though a bit nervous as the next test for i-kyu is the last one before sho-dan. I feel knowledgeable, maybe moreso than some of my fellow students, but I feel also like a little kid sometimes. I enjoy the challenge of a new rank. Now, if I can only get the people around my rank to show up for class. I had a rough aiki week. On wednesday some chick showed up taking pictures for the paper and if there's one thing I hate most, it's probably a camera in my face. I was so pissed off at the presence of the camera that I couldn't concentrate on what I was doing. I think the only pics she took of me was when sensei had to help me out with a technique. Blah, cameras. Anyways, at the end of class one of my sensei asked if there was anyone who wanted to go to the hombu the next evening for aiki class. I'd never been there, and since I didn't have anything to do, I went with him. From the time he picked me up, I learned new things- even how to get out of a ticket in a particular county. I got there, and it was packed. A lot of sensei go to class at the hombu, and I felt quite out of place. The closest to me in rank was a purple belt. Hnashi taught the class- he was really patient, and he helped me out a lot. I paired up with a brown belt in karate who seemed a little lost too, so that helped a bit. My ego, if I had any, was completely smashed during this class.There was one point where we lined up and did throws- since I was only a white belt, I felt kinda stupid, and I didn't know what to do. They told me "Do what you know" so we worked on o-uchi gari. I had a lot more trouble doing in on the senseis than I ever had in class. It was like hitting a brick wall. I learned I really have to work on off-balancing more, something they work at the hombu a lot, apparently. I learned a lot, but at the same time, I felt insecure. I shouldn't expect much being a white belt, I guess, but even so. I think when I actually do earn my blue belt, it'll be worth more than any black belt I ever get. Being dyslexic, asthmatic, and built like a stick doesn't do much for my ego in this art. Because of that I think I wanna earn this belt more than any other. Maybe even more than than elusive karate green belt. I went back to aiki on saturday and my senseis asked how I did. The sensei I went with told them all I did great job and that I was getting picked on all class (which I was)- apparently that's a compliment. Hanshi kept saying stuff like, "Where is she from? Does she have a note?" Head sensi laughed and said if Hanshi asked about me he'd deny alll knowledge of me by saying, "Who? Wait, you mean that red-headed kid who watches class through the window?"

The Lifetime Orange Belt Plan

I haven't been think clearly lately- my training's been faulty as of late. I'm not sure if I'm getting better or worse, and a couple things are to blame. I've been practicing a lot lately when I can- the weather hasn't been too nice recently for sword practice. And the job I had for two months- 3rd shift, 11:00pm to 7:00am. It sucked! I cannot believe people do this for years on end. I missed the summer when I didn't have to worry about how I was gonna pay bills and martial arts classes.Bork, says Bucket beagle, who likes to wake up Josie when she's trying to sleep. The lack of sleep's made me irritated at class. I know I'm not performing at aiki class like I should- the names of techniques I know and have done hundreds of times fly out of my head when I'm called upon to name them. Bah. I'm also having a hard time keeping focused. I feel like I'm doing nothing but the same kata over and over and over- not that it's stupid, I believe practice makes perfect, but geez when the class days all blend together, it sucks. Last saturday was tough. I was tired, and I bumbled a lot in aiki. Karate was okay- I'm working on my basics so I can get off the lifetime orange belt plan. It's a bad sign when the kids who were white belts six months ago are passing you. I'm attempting to turn around my slump. I'm gonna paint my sword case really nice, and I'm gonna practice my katas more often. And sleep.

I think the squirrels are better swordsmen

I got to close out class yesterday. Boy, was that an experience. I stood up there in front of everyone- the pair of caddy soon-to-be blackbelt 9 and and 10 year olds, the married couple, and two of my senseis from karate that just started. Eep! Good thing I've been recently practicing this on my own. We were taught the eight basic Toyama-ryu kata in a matter of three days, so i have them all sloshing in my head. Luckily, I was smart enough Saturday to take notes right after class so I remember the frist four clearly. Monday, I had to work 11-7 shift, and scribbled what I remembered on a red faulty part card the size of a business card. Not good, though I'm glad I remembered something. This was at 2 in the morning that I'm trying to figure this out. I forgot #6 completely. It must have been a simple kata because I took extra care to replay the harder ones in my mind. And there is nothing worse than tryign to remember kata at two in the morning under bright flourescent lights while 70s classics are playing. When I woke up at 2pm today I went outside to practiced all the new kata. I did alright...needed my red "cheat card" though. Now that I've worked through them all, I can add them to my growing list of kata to practice, which makes me happy and keeps me busy. Still, I was doing a form and I noticed a squirrel staring at me. It's probably paranoia, but I wondered if maybe he was a reincarnated ancestoral sensei of the sword style saying, "What the hell are you doing to my kata??? Oh my god, you Americans bastardize everything!!!" On a light note, I'm going to see Tim and Carrie from high school tonight. Tim is a blackbelt in judo, so I'm gonna swap throwing techniques with him.

Year in Review

In retrospect, it looks like I haven't gone very far, but then they always say it's just the beginning, and it's a long road. In karate, I've still studying heian ni-dan. The kata's been like a bit of a koan, or meditation study question for me. Still, I can see progress, though I keep wishing I knew that awesome ichi-bo kata I keep seeing. In iai I've learned a lto about what I need to polish, and that the extra pratice I'm putting in is really paying off in the memory department. I'm starting to recognize who practices in my class and who doesn't. I've learned a new kumitachi, katas from two different sword styles, and some really cool chiburis. That's actually a lot in one year. Next May, I'll have been at my school for 2 years.And Aiki's come a long way too. I still have trouble comitting some of the terms to memory, but I've learned to improv better and I'm much smoother in my techniques. I feel happy right now. I can only imagine what another year will be like.

a short note about dedication...

Today I went out in the snow and practiced with my sword. Unfortunately, I locked myself outside the dog fence, so I went around the front of the house to get back inside. Nobody answered. So I resorted to throwing snowballs over the dog fence and at the sliding glass door. No answer. So I had to climb over the dog fence- with my sword- to get into the house. I kept thinking- I don't care what I break, just please don't let me break my sword.

There are no Left-Handed Samurai

Martial arts has many enemies- I dealt with chicken pox and mother nature. I woke up last Saturday feeling under the weather and very itchy. I developed pox. Bah. So I couldn't go to class. I came back Monday, and it was very odd. Nerdverd was up to his usual diarrhea mouth, with too much talking and no substance. The week before he hit the kamiza and nearly broke it. I thought my senseis would be angry, but they were trying to supress laughter. Odds were pretty good- and still good- that out of all of us, he'd be the one to break something. During one of the drills, we had to do one-handed cutting, and the other girl in the class was cutting with the left hand. Nerverd had a fit. I guess he's not quite at that stage of maturity in training where it's best to keep one's mouth shut and leave the teaching to the sensei. God, I hope he hits it soon. Well, it looks like I have to skip class tonight too. There's about eight inches of snow and it's still going.

Pain's part of the game

Well, this week was a lot of learning. I got to learn a new kumitachi in sword class on monday, and this one is by far my favorite one. It's a little more movement than the other two, and is faster. I noticed that the class has gotten better, and my new rank seems to have no real change. The two teens in our class who have been here about 3yrs+ must be getting there soon, I think, to black belt, which would be great for the school since we haven't had a new sword sensei in a while. But they're both young, and have other commitments, otherwise, I think they'd be further ahead. Same with the other teen, who will no doubt have to leave for college next fall anyway. In Aiki on wednesday we dealt with a lot of techniques for breaking out of headlocks and full nelsons. I can tell that they are sprucing us (that is, the other white belt and I) for blue belt. They made us run through the basics at rapidfire speed, both sides: ippon seionage, morote seionage, o-goshi, o-soto gari, o-uchi gari, and tai otoshi. I think I'm doing okay, despite some confusion with the left side of o-uchi. One of the sensei even said my fit-ins were really good. The sensei are throwing us a lot more, which they never used to do, so that's great, despite the fact I'm black and blue. I got flattened, hit in the face (both sides), squished, and got a really puffy-looking finger. One of these days, I'm going to do a photo essay of all my bruises. So now, I am wondering if I should go to the school Xmas party...

A Little Exercise in Being Humble...

I got promoted! Weee!!
Now a san-kyu in iai.

Stop being such a douche-bag, Nerdverd

Ah, what a week. I spent the past week sweating word of my interview, of which I found out today I did not get the job. And, I couldn't go to Aiki, but I more than made up for it this past Saturday when we did a double block of Aiki class. Head sensei's trying to get some new blood into the class, and although it's fun to get new people, they hurt. We got this little kid, his dad, and one of the other kids' dad to join us. Both dads are built like trees. Getting seoinage done to you by them is like getting run over by a Mach truck. I'm still sore from it. I had fun, though I am sore, and I probably knocked over the little kid more times than anybody in his whole karate career. Then, we got to cut. We used some goza that had been soaking in stale water for three months and smelt like poo. It's hard to cut goza and hold your breath. And, to make it worse, the goza had sucked up all the water and were hard as rock. I kept missing my left-to-right horizontal cut. I kept knocking it off the the stand. Bah. So today, I had sword class...fun fun fun. I don't wanna do waza #1 or kumitachi #1 ANY MORE! Three straight months of just that is too much for me. I guess it's the ADD in me. I finally got to work kumitachi #2 with head sensei. I haven't done that in quite a long time. I'd like to know #3, but on the basis of height I keep getting placed with Nerverd, who I am convinced is either a moron or doesn't practice. Probably both.

Zen Art of Beagle Washing

Sometimes I think my beagle was a ninjutsu master. How else can she piss on the carpet, eat a shoe sole, and steal my cheese poof on the run in less than a minute? I hate bathing beagles. Despite the fact that I take good care of her, feed her, and pump her ego, she still loves to roll in shit the second she's clean. I'm giving my beagles warrior names today. From now on, my sweetie fat blind beagle Bucket will be called kawaiiomohana, meaning "cute fat nose", for his amazing ability to smell what I ate five minutes ago and cry like a baby. And Pepper will be called sanirokaze, or "three-colored wind", because that's all you see running around the house when she's freaking hyper. The two have their own specialized martial arts moves when it comes to bath time. Bucket's is sumo- being so fat as to being ummovable. Pepper's is catch-me-jutsu. I don't like combating either. Any beagle owners/martial artists who have found the secrets to conquering these techniques, please drop me a note.
By the way, I missed Aiki class tonight. I am bummed out by the boredom and the fact that nobody cared about me having to miss it. It was like, "hmm, well. Too bad". Grrr.

Oi-vay on the oldshay.

Ow. I hurt. I hate tai otoshi, a painful throw to fall from and do for me, for some reason. It's been a year since I started Aiki, and some days I feel invincible and others I feel like a moron. I enjoy the small class size, which will probably remain so due to humorous attempts to recruit parents of kids. That's an interesting development- there's a crapload of new white belts in karate class, young (of course) and old. I am still the oldest female kyuu rank, but hell, I'll beat up a middle-aged guy over a kid any day. I love the perspective of these parents. They remind me that the stuff we do in class is sometimes in fact insane, and it's not just me. Ah well. Today was a good Aiki class. I got my neck stretched by the head sensei. I guess I'm a fun uke. Because I'm more flexible than the average person, I tend to not feel a lot of the moves that are put on me unless they're done just right. And then,just like today, head sensei does it right and it hurts like hell. I'm now two inches taller.